perfect moment

hand in hand walk with you,
by the oceans sea of blue
shimmering sand alite like fire,
upon this wonder our hearts conspire
a sunset adds the perfect touch,
our minds dont have to tell us such
hazy purple, orange, and gold,
the greatest story can't have told
a sight that brings a joyess tear,
perfect moment just stay near

sunset

what is more awe inspiring than a california sunset
lying upon the beaches, warm sand pushing itself between my toes
the cool salt water gently brushing back and forth over my feet
a soft ocean wind swimming upon the face
breathing in the deep sea air for there is hardly a sweeter scent
the gentle orange rays bouncing gayly off the dark blue waves
a purple haze forming just around its boundries
a jawdroping cornicopia of wonder
as the sun drops to the lowest point
a few paces farther of walking
now standing hip deep in the sea water it brings a feeling of ecstasy
the orange fades to a vivid violet
i close my eyes and live in this moment everytime i'm down
one more detail would make this the most wonderful scene in the cosmos
you my beautiful lovely by my side

Pointless

Autumn leaves fall from the sky,
i look at them and want to die.
silver spoons and silver trees,
kill me now i'm on my knees.
my heart is racing but the beat is done,
what is life without the sun.
time is up don't be a fool,
life is pointless harsh and cruel.
the pain is gone, i'm finaly free,
i miss you now... C'est le vie

i know it... i love you

life seeming incomplete
mind screaming running feet
dark corners where to turn
curse my infernal yurn
body aches for the feel
fate seems to seal
must want but can't acheive
fuming now start to seethe
body soul grows restless
omg you leave me breathless
chest is burning hard breath
trapped by your veth
my soul bleeds for your touch
come close not asking much
no stay away it can't be true
stay far away i know i love you
hate for your own good
for me please say you would

love and lost?

it is said its better to have loved and lost than to never
have loved at all. i have trouble believing this statement.
hundreds of ppl commit or attempt to commit suicide all the
time because of their lost love. so what would ppl consider in
that particular position? is it better to have loved and killed
yourself than to have never loved at all? if they never loved
then they would still be alive now wouldn't they. also many ppl
who lose a love and don't commit suicide just break down and lose
their life completly. not everyone can just get up and walk off
something so seriously damaging. its better to love and never lose
than to not love at all. loosing your love is like the tearing of
ones soul, there's just no getting over that. and for all those
who have had that happen to them i hope with all my being you find
love again, for nothing can compare to the cold emptyness thats
inside of you.

loss and revenge

down the ally dark street
jumped robbed inocent man beat
blue lights flash yellow tape up
fathers had his final sup
wife in tears broken down
soon she's gone out of town
killers hide drunk with fear
knowing judgments getting near
policman say they'll handle it
two days give up and quit
nothing matches a sons wrath
walking such a vengfull path
finds them one by one
murders till the murderings done
he's found his own sense of justice
his sword of truth doesn't miss

pain

the pain that throbs from within
comes from so much sin
golden clock ticking upon the wall
strike at twelve begins to fall
shattered glass peircing scream
life ripping at the seam
searing guilt floods out
gentle husband begins to shout
craze terror running in the street
looking down simple wife is beat
blood spilt agony stalls
children thrown from the falls
all quiet no noise
hate seekers finding poise
people turn look in fear
bloody carnage brings a tear
hand in hand pray together
violence no more no not ever
pact sealed all fun
coming out the beautiful sun