Nights and Days

So many nights spent in shame, so many days spent just going insane.


The world was a spinning darkness, matching my wandering soul.


No feelings ever shared aloud, as my dreams plauge me into self damnation.


But i walk down the road, with a fake smile plastered on my face.


Until a day get a call, from a special lady in my heart.


She unlocked my creativity and will to open up to the world.


My days were bright, as i walked on sunshine.


And then i realized.. oh, it is love.


Ive fallen hard, so hard it hurts.


It hurts... because she is taken.


And after my failed attempts build up i do what i have to do.


I give up, and i ignore to protect myself.

I can get along good now right, i don't need her do i?

But the light, it soon fades out.

And the smile goes away just the same.

My creativity leaks out of my mind, and the darkness returns.

Oh cruel life what am i to do now.

To protect myself ive given up everything i ever needed.

And now your gone, and though i'm not with you...

I am gone too