the river

a church boy a good boy with the world in his hand with bad influence, a
step into quicksand. no amount of money or rules stop the stealing for young fools.
 the river the river, come down to the river you will surely pay if you don't wash that sin away
i'll see you at the river in the morning.
 a handsome man an immature man with lust in his heart
makes choices that set him apart
attention and love consumed by strife
and an immature man makes love to those who are not his wife
 the river the river, come down to the river
you will surely pay if you don't wash that sin away
i'll see you at the river in the morning
 a cruel man a hard man consumed with greed and hate
listens to a screaming wife, so irate her eyes are pleading
but her throat keeps bleeding
 the river the river, here he comes to the river
you will surely pay no amount of water shall wash the blood away
your set for hell, as heaven is softly mourning.

eagle river

down by eagle river
 swift silent misty black
i gaze into the water
while the water looks right back
the night it rolled like rotting,
logs upon the shore.
as it had on eagle river before.
 down by eagle river
strong drinks and rusty wires.
we made ourselfs a place,
to light the our nightly fire.
and our chills slowly subsidded,
as our bodies weaved in tight.
 and we held on strong like we'de never see the light.
 with our hands wrapped tight you whispered in my ear,
you brought me from loneliness to find some refuge here,
with your body for a blanket,
and our love burning so bright,
you've found a place where we can be alone tonight.
 and i responded kindly in return,
as i kissed your soft tight hips,
you make me happy, in a way ive never known to exists.
tell me your dreams,
as my mouth finds your soft lips.
far off our worries faded away like our fire in the ground,
giving way to our burning desire.
and our two dreams collided,showering us with light,
no voices to scream at us that this isn't right.
and as our passion slowly faded,
 i traced upon your back
your chest rises steady, as my mind finds pitch-black.
 as my eyes open to morning, I
feel and absence at my back.
and i strain to see you, but only eagle river stares back.

Weep for the Willow

weep weep little willow tree your life is so very sad you never met your mother and are too much like your dad your the first to grow the last to shed and in 30 years you'll be gone and dead your branches once so proud and strong will droop forever more for the death of lovers loved breaks hearts like a sad sad song

zoo tagnrho

Hair of brown flows forth like gold
Men have been driven to madness from such things
your beauty could be the end of all we know
with few men left with stories told
of how they ran for your love to and fro

with a bat of your eye
the great roman empire would bow down
unable to turn you away
fearing the pang of loss would leave them to die
you would be their apollo bringing light to their day

With a strut of your step the walls fall down
what once was a proud man lies crumbled to the ground
no male force can resist
the prowess you posses sits high, a golden crown
i wanted to back down, but decided to persist.

i once thought of trying to forget you,
but in the end i forgot to.

Million fish in the sea

They say i'm only 15
i still have so much to dream
and the letters that i wrote to you
i tore up with a scream
a billion fish in the sea
who says your the one for me

its so dark in here
growing darker by the day
she said come to the light
but i think i want to stay

They said your only 25
your still so alive
and the letters that i sent to you
were burned when they arrived
a million fish left in the sea
who says your the one for me

its so dark in here
growing darker by the day
she said come to the light
but i think i want to stay

She said your already 41
i still want to have some fun
and the time i spent with you
couldn't keep you from your run
a few fish left in the sea
which one of you was for me?

its dark in here
grows darker by the day
she said come back to bed
but now im old and grey

Nights and Days

So many nights spent in shame, so many days spent just going insane.


The world was a spinning darkness, matching my wandering soul.


No feelings ever shared aloud, as my dreams plauge me into self damnation.


But i walk down the road, with a fake smile plastered on my face.


Until a day get a call, from a special lady in my heart.


She unlocked my creativity and will to open up to the world.


My days were bright, as i walked on sunshine.


And then i realized.. oh, it is love.


Ive fallen hard, so hard it hurts.


It hurts... because she is taken.


And after my failed attempts build up i do what i have to do.


I give up, and i ignore to protect myself.

I can get along good now right, i don't need her do i?

But the light, it soon fades out.

And the smile goes away just the same.

My creativity leaks out of my mind, and the darkness returns.

Oh cruel life what am i to do now.

To protect myself ive given up everything i ever needed.

And now your gone, and though i'm not with you...

I am gone too

Succulent delight

Oh shinging pear of delight, Sweet nectar of day.

Deliver unto me your secrets of ecstasy

touch my mind, mine toungue, my soul

with your essence evermore

knowing not your taste, woe es me

what i would give for such a small bite

a mere sample of delight

think not of what shall be lost in bite

but what shall be gained in pleasure

it matters not the time taken

for one can live in mere minutes for eternity

so sweet fruit of fruits, succulent nectar of day

give unto me, my desire for thee.