messege to the wicked heart

lost cold and not well known

you gave me peace like vast wind blown

picked up and dropped once agian

you've left this thing a slave of sin

so i write now a messege to my heart

in the vast unkown where thou art.



your lust for drink and cunt undone

by a soft ray of light, not unlike sun.

you ravage and play and drink so gay

taking virgins and whores alike day by day

and do you do you delight in such things

o by the stars you take such joy ........

and yet now a sudden change for you

by a soft whim from a harlot new



another night another shag

for its what we do, playing syncronized tag

each time means nothing more than the last

but those eyes made my present my past

that touch warmed my aching soul

while we vigorously made oursleves whole

what a tight bossom to make my head spin

and not just from the effect of sexy sin

you've fallen in far to deep

staring now, can't even sleep

in measured time and penny pound

more than a pleasured moaning sound



REJECTED BY A WHORE!!!

what made you think there could be more

for all our glory and all our gold

every night ends deathly cold

she shags on and on with many more

warmed bed and coins galore

i'll not be led by a usless heart

her end will be a start

laying down one last time

time for some crime

watching blood pouring fast

trying to make this moment last

as crimson stains bed curtain and skin

breathe in deep and lean in

sickly sweet words bite into a soul

"you made me whole"



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will you?

could you would you read my mind

i'll leave a mark where you should search

don't take the simple things for granted

for there in lie the most important details



could you would you let me take you out

i'll be a gentleman in all ways

paying for your food and opening doors

don't live in regret

give me just one small chance



could you would you hold my hand

i'll make it easy gently bumping my mine with yours

i promise not to hold to tight

you have nothing to fear

don't leave me hanging out of your grasp



could you would you share a first kiss

i'll be sure not to force myself upon you

but i'll also go most of the way

what do you say i go 90 you go 10

and then i'll wish you goodnight thinking of you the whole ride home



could you would you steal my heart

i'll not make this so simple

my gaurd shall be up for i don't wish to be hurt

but i want you to take it from me

so i'll leave a breach in security

a space just small enough for you to slip in and out

my anger rises again the pain
need release but there is no rain
heart is pounding face is red
if i release i'll end up dead
chills run up my spine
pass the beer chug the wine
emotions release now i'm sure
i can see your to good to pure
i'll leave you now thats no lie
you can only be happy when i die

sea love

venture forth into the sea
in the deepest depths thats where you'll find me
we hide away from the rest
cause we know that this is for the best
if you saw my face you'de run and hide
and possibly no longer be alive
with my razor teeth and horrid face
and appitite just stay away

and one sea day out in the dark
i saw a fish and went to eat
i went to bite and had to stop cause
the fish i saw was beyond anything ide seen
she was a tropical queen
i stopped to talk but she swam away
out from the dark into the light
i sit and stare after her
she's the most beautiful thing ive ever seen
i wish we could have been

just goofing off lol

i once knew a girl with eyes of blue
she read of fairies, knights, and dragons to.
she wore glasses was short and sweet
but nobody did she ever meet.
see her mind was constantly in the air
and hardly any boy found her fair.
dreams of prince charming and merry men
writing her love letters in quill not pen.
all these thing annoyed us guys
and in hour dark hour we did chastise.
much to far some of us went
and her precious life was then spent.
this is the first and last i speak of this
for upon myself i put a deathly kiss.
dagger slices and my blood is spilt
my life's spirit begins to wilt.
with my death i hope for closure
i'm trapped in this tiny enclosure.
my vision blurs and i see her face
tears come down from her grace.
forgive me please and let me die
she holds my face and lets loose a sigh.
you are forgiven my sweet prince
she comes in close and plants a kiss.
go forward now and live your life
and stay away from that acursed knife.
live your life for you and me
you'll be happy just wait and see.
no worries for me i'm better than ever
my fantasies are here brought together.
and with that i did depart
living life grande with a big heart.

for my muse

sun setting upon the sea
jolly girl laughing in innocent glee
lonely boy watches from afar
seeing her like a shining star
walk to her one small chance
to share a final dance
for no matter the love he feels for her
a life with him wouldn't be sure
sweet kiss upon the lips and turn of the heel
but her heart he did steal
she pleads i love you and please stay
for her own good he takes one look back and walks away
this irony is such sweet sorrow..
for she will go home and put a bullet through her head
upon the morrow.

pain to light

its so cold as i walk in the dark
the wind blows an acheing shiver down my spine
my mind pays no attention to it
i'm just supposed to walk on and away
so i walk on and on and on

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hours later i stand infront of a black body of water
sitting down by the edge
my empty tarnished soul finds peace in this darkness
suddenly i'm not so alone
i'm engulfed in the water and the pain is fading away

but then it comes back ten fold
now it is excruciating and i can't move
its killing me... life is slowly slipping away
mind starts racing it hurts so much wt to do

and then i open my eyes to find you
the pain ceases with one glimpse
your dark hair flutters in the wind
reavealing your soft doe eyes

my heart melts my hands sweat and i fall apart
right into your arms... i never want to leave
as long as my heart is in your hands i'm safe
nothing can touch me... no pain... only joy

x