Bubbles

If losing you was easy, it couldn't be a loss. 
If loving me were possible, you couldn't be more wrong.
I've seen the light in your eyes, I've seen the moon and stars.
I've counted in my dreams, every kiss of ours.

Where will you go? 

What could I say?

To make you look this way.

A broken wanting memory is all I have today.

In this life I think I would love to call you mine.

In this life, to see you as a caring, loving wife.

I wonder what the days will be, laying side by side.

In a field of daffodils, the angels give us wings.

We fly so high, up in the sky, neither one of us can breathe.

A broken boy, A broken girl. 

Dreaming heavenly things.  

Dream on

I burn, and I yearn.
I fight this urge upon every turn.
Your face, it haunts my days,
and your voice is the soundtrack of my dreams.
How can you be everywhere?
How can you be in everything?
So many years have set us apart,
and our lives on different paths.
The effect on my life is always the same,
no matter the years days or minutes.
It must be your eyes, how they gleam like starlight.
No, it must be your smile shining brighter than diamonds.
One thing is not above any other,
I'm trapped with loving every bit  of you the same.
angelic voice like a spring breeze,
laughter that can only inspire smiles all around.
a simple touch that can rock me to my core,
and a held hug that....
A hug that freezes time and holds me to you,
in that moment forever.
Knowing you is to be in a dream.
for you are like that dream within a dream,
so ill meet you tonight, when I sleep.

remember me

You can not forget what is never gone.
The sea, and sky hold true this testiment of time.
I like the rest will crumble to dust.
Long after the last forest dissapears into stone.
remember me
 Only in dreams can you feel what was once there.
No more are the soft kisses and hot breath.
The hands upon you are long gone,
Laid  to waste like The great kings of old.
When I'm no longer here to make you feel safe,
 Remember me.

the river

a church boy a good boy with the world in his hand with bad influence, a
step into quicksand. no amount of money or rules stop the stealing for young fools.
 the river the river, come down to the river you will surely pay if you don't wash that sin away
i'll see you at the river in the morning.
 a handsome man an immature man with lust in his heart
makes choices that set him apart
attention and love consumed by strife
and an immature man makes love to those who are not his wife
 the river the river, come down to the river
you will surely pay if you don't wash that sin away
i'll see you at the river in the morning
 a cruel man a hard man consumed with greed and hate
listens to a screaming wife, so irate her eyes are pleading
but her throat keeps bleeding
 the river the river, here he comes to the river
you will surely pay no amount of water shall wash the blood away
your set for hell, as heaven is softly mourning.

eagle river

down by eagle river
 swift silent misty black
i gaze into the water
while the water looks right back
the night it rolled like rotting,
logs upon the shore.
as it had on eagle river before.
 down by eagle river
strong drinks and rusty wires.
we made ourselfs a place,
to light the our nightly fire.
and our chills slowly subsidded,
as our bodies weaved in tight.
 and we held on strong like we'de never see the light.
 with our hands wrapped tight you whispered in my ear,
you brought me from loneliness to find some refuge here,
with your body for a blanket,
and our love burning so bright,
you've found a place where we can be alone tonight.
 and i responded kindly in return,
as i kissed your soft tight hips,
you make me happy, in a way ive never known to exists.
tell me your dreams,
as my mouth finds your soft lips.
far off our worries faded away like our fire in the ground,
giving way to our burning desire.
and our two dreams collided,showering us with light,
no voices to scream at us that this isn't right.
and as our passion slowly faded,
 i traced upon your back
your chest rises steady, as my mind finds pitch-black.
 as my eyes open to morning, I
feel and absence at my back.
and i strain to see you, but only eagle river stares back.

Weep for the Willow

weep weep little willow tree your life is so very sad you never met your mother and are too much like your dad your the first to grow the last to shed and in 30 years you'll be gone and dead your branches once so proud and strong will droop forever more for the death of lovers loved breaks hearts like a sad sad song

zoo tagnrho

Hair of brown flows forth like gold
Men have been driven to madness from such things
your beauty could be the end of all we know
with few men left with stories told
of how they ran for your love to and fro

with a bat of your eye
the great roman empire would bow down
unable to turn you away
fearing the pang of loss would leave them to die
you would be their apollo bringing light to their day

With a strut of your step the walls fall down
what once was a proud man lies crumbled to the ground
no male force can resist
the prowess you posses sits high, a golden crown
i wanted to back down, but decided to persist.

i once thought of trying to forget you,
but in the end i forgot to.